Seriously. If I was having sex, I'd think I was pregnant.
I'm generally in such a shitty mood. And Peter said he thinks he's falling in love with me... which was kinda confusing, even though it was meant to be cute, considering we've been saying it every now and then via text but we're still too shy and awkward to say it in person.
Then said, its getting better, increasingly more. which i guess is sweet too. i mean. i guess its the same for me because I hate leaving him everytime we see each other. He came to visit me sunday evening at home - via the ferry. and I dropped him off on tuesday and wanted to cry.
And today I visited him on my way back home from school. Didn't want to cry when I left, but it sucked. I wish I coulda stayed forever -- except I'm going back down on tuesda and staying there tues and wednesday night. so that'll be nice.
My main idea that came to my head that inspired a blog post was, considering this all started with me saying "I want you"
That...
I'd rather have a boy who is falling more and more in love with me, than one who only wants sex. Obviously. But rather have the love, then the physical part of our relationship in general - even though I am totally the guy in the relationship about all the physical stuff.
I love his family. I met his aunt today. And I feel really comfy there, even though I've only been there one time before. I never felt at home at my ex's house.
We accidently walked down the diaper aisle today, and he goes, "no diapers for a while, a long while, a long time." lol. which made me laugh. PUHLEASE. i dont think i want kids till i'm at least 30... but since thats 8 smal years away.... maybe 35. lol
Oh, Franny...
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