Friday, September 17, 2010

And the key is.....

confidence.
I guess.

When you are confident and you aren't looking for something, there it is right in front of you... or well if you are looking for an apple, maybe you don't get an apple, but you get like... a peach. Its similar, and will do. And it makes you happy.

And you giggle because you have been looking for any sort of fruit and all you got were veggies, and rotten veggies none the less.
But now you have Peaches, Mangos, and maybe even some grapes.
And you don't know what to do with all this fruit!

I guess you can leave them on the counter, or put them in the fridge and let them linger and perhaps they will by chance, turn into the apple you wanted after all.

In the meantime, you are proud to have such a variety.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

horoscope

My horoscope for today:
AQUARIUS (Jan. 20-Feb. 18): William Henry Dines invented many instruments for accurate weather predictions. You are on to something big and wonder if the winds are on your side. Don’t dismiss your heightened intuition. Your ally is helping you secure what you most want

:)

The rain.

It sounds sooo perfect from indoors.
I would love to go out and jump in it,
but to arrive at class in my soaking hoodie is not favorable.

Rain boots on hand.
I'm gonna sit this one out and listen to the thunder.
So not acedemic.

Monday, September 6, 2010

What others fail to notice.

If you care, you take the time.
If you're gonna wing it, you don't really want it.

I think this works in many situations.
How I meant it was that I've gone on "dates" where we would be like
"should we see movie?" "ok"

But, this time it was "I wanted to show you a nature preserve, it's like my favorite spot ever." And he knew that I would like this because he took an interest in who I am. It wasn't a generic date. "Since you're an environmental major, I figured you liked outdoorsy stuff." And boy was he right. I probably wouldn't have thought to do those types of things but it was the most fun I probably ever had.
I think next weekend, if we hang out again, I'm going to take him to the place in Southampton where you can feed birds out of your hand. He likes similar things, I believe.

But after typing the first part, I realize this can be directed to a lot of things. In which I was having an inner fight with myself. But I just have to remember that.