my aunt is the most inspirational person to me, sorry mom.
because she just has so much strength.
She also found true love that would have last a lifetime, but really lasts much longer.
At the age of 19 she married my uncle and had my cousin.
and 3 years later my other cousin.
I could imagine it wasn't easy for them but they made it and their house was my favorite place to be. The only other place than my house where I ever wanted to sleep over.
They'd take me to the Windmill diner where I remember getting french toast for dinner and putting quarters into the booth jukebox.
I'd make them watch my disney movies all night and eat ice cream and tons of delicious stuff!
Then I'd sleep in between them all night and woke up to breakfast or go out to another diner for breakfast.
I learned so much from my uncle like different types of birds, flowers, and basically everything I now teach Norman. I know he'd be so happy at my environmental major and probably teach me more than my professors.

My aunt has so much strength because she lost my uncle 13 years ago this past July 8th. She has dated someone in between these years but even he knew that he couldn't replae my uncle or the love of her life.
I love her more than anything and always tell her how she's my favorite.<3

I'm so drunk right now... Not too drunk only like 6-7 beers drunk.
I miss my boyfriend.

I tried texting my ex, to distract me from having to pee so bad.
He didn't reply... so i'm sure tomorrow he will, when I want to sleep..

I love who I am with right now and can't stop trying to be with him... I'm hoping he loves me as mujch as I love him.


&&& PS I passed both summer courses I was taking with a C or better :)

July ALREADY?

This weekend I'm going away with Peter and his family to Pennsylvania :)
It may thunder which suuuucks because we are going to go tubing off the boat and swimming and so on. So i hope it doesn't!

I went out tanning today to hopefully look decent in my bathing suit. I've noticed chubby girls look so good in bikinis if they are tan. So I'm hoping my legs will look skinnier. lol

I'm trying to be on a diet too but it's not working out. Also because I'm not working out... lol.

And then next week is my last week of classes :)
except meaning that I wont see peter every week.. but its only 7 more weeks at that point. so its manageable :)

Fire or sleep?

We (my family) woke up last night at probably about 3 to some beeping. It subsided and we went to sleep. One hour later, it beeped again, scaring the living daylight out of me and forced me to stand up and say in an almost crying voice "WHAT IS THAT NOISE?!" my mom annoyed at the noise and me goes, "It's the carbon monoxide detector. Unplug it."
Without thought, I did. I did notice it said 0 on it, but it likes to beep randomly sometimes or when we lose power.

Then while we disabled that, it beeped again. This time we realized it was the smoke detector - clearly not detecting any smoke or fire.
We fiddled around with the detector for a bit and then gave up thinking, maybe we fixed it.

Norman woke up at this point so I layed in with him, now its about 4am, until he went to sleep. I get back in my bed/my moms bed (bc I don't actually have a room here anymore) and fall back to sleep.
About a half hour later. It beeps again.
An hour later, again.
an hour later, again.
Finally I got up, and found the reset button and pressed it.
It stopped beeping, I went back to sleep, and woke up an hour later for work.

My mom said it beeped before they went out earlier today.
But I hadn't heard it since I got home at 3:30.
That was, until 50 minutes ago.
When it beeped again!

My mom bought new batteries today but we couldn't figure out how to do it.
But now I replaced all of them and am hoping that at 9:55 (5 to the hour seems to be the time they chime) it does NOT beep again or I will very happily smash every single one.